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19th July 2013

Holy crap, it’s been a while. I thought I would write this diary everyday and all but , who am I kidding , I knew I would stop eventually .well, this is my honest attempt to start this diary again . It’s going to last this time , compared to last time anyway.

  Nearly 4 months have passed since then. And a lot has changed since then, a lot. So much that I can’t even remember anything I did the last 4 months. I will write a post about what happened to me all that time as another special entry because that will take some thinking J.

What I can tell you now is that I’m in my 11^th grade and one month has passed since classes started.

School’s pretty boring, but then, when was it ever interesting? No, it was interesting when she was here. Yeah, “she” left the school. But that’s my special entry’s content. I did manage to find a few friends so I’m not along or anything. So life continues.

Even though there is absolutely no continuation, I will write a few things about today. I mean, after all this is a diary. I woke up at about 7, only because I had to go to schoolL. Long story short , I slept during classes , hung around with friends and laughed almost all the time. Don’t think I’m a complete slacker, I do study a bit if it’s unbelievably necessary. Then after I got home , spent a few hours just chatting with friends, in real life , not facebook. Then I saw a movie, well, re-watched it .Avengers. Then I got working on something I had to do for school. Hell lot of stuff. And here I am , still working when I accidently stumbled upon my saved diary files :p .

“Worst thing today ? – a round kick to “the spot “ from a 6-7 year old brat .

Best thing ? – watching someone else suffer from a brat attack :D .”

To be continued tomorrow!

                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                                               

Fun and Boredom

8th April 2013

Hello again. I must say that I am highly influenced by the movie I just saw. I shall tell you about it later on, and yes, it was a British movie. I’ll start with today’s events. I woke up late, which is turning into a habit I usually have during vacations. I spent a bit of time on my lap top until it was noon. I was alone at home today. But as it happens, I was invited to a friend’s house. We had a gathering. Oh, it was fun indeed. Now that I think about it, since I am boring you anyway, I should elaborate today’s events. I was on facebook almost the entire day, and you would know why if you have read yesterdays entry ;).

I had a heck of a ride to his home, well, I suppose carrying 4 people in one tiny scooter is quite tough . There, I enjoyed myself to really loud music of my choice (he had a home theatre system) and a wifi along with plenty of things to access it .the guys who were with me were great “bird watchers “, so we spent a lot of time in that. Lunch was superb.

During the time I spent with my friends today, conversations often popped up about the person I have a crush on. A few of those friends even know I like her. Honestly, a lot of times I just feel like I should forget about her and get away from all this. I care, but it would hurt so much lesser if I could just give up caring.

Then when I reached home, I found myself back on the laptop. I can’t seem to notice time flying when I am on the internet. Spent some time on facebook again. I don’t really chat with anyone, well, except for ‘’her’’. I just sit there, seeing random posts and laughing at a few if I find them funny and of course waiting for her.

Then I got doing something creative .I found a software that could make pictures move and talk , and you could also use it as your avatar while video chatting . Fun. So I started making a few avatars .then I thought of the mask that stands for anonymous and I made an avatar of that too. Then I remember that “v” from the movie “v for vendetta “also wore the same mask. Then I suddenly had the urge to watch the movie and I saw it. Incredible movie, I must say. If you haven’t seen it, go see it.

That’s all for today I guess.

To be continued tomorrow.

Pilot

7th April 2013

This is the first entry. Maybe I should make the first one pretty interesting . Na, I should just go on writing the basic stuff.  My 10^th grade exams are over and I am in the middle of my vacations . I have pretty much nothing to do . Honestly, I have either been hanging out with friends or sitting in front of my lap watching movies or amines, or hearing music. And I have been very active on the social networking site, face book. Actually, I don’t really like face book. I am only on face book to chat with the person I have a crush on . Although that person hasn’t been showing up recently.  Even today , I waited of facebook the entire day . It’s absolutely crazy how she influences my life. Something that I have realized is that I feel like I am living for her . Anyway , today was a boring day .

Something that I have taken into notice of how much I hate it is when people say good bye.  It’s on facebook of course . I haven’t gone out of my house today, lol . They say “hi”, I say “hey “and the conversation starts and then suddenly, “I got to go! Bye!” It pisses me off beyond limits. But what can I do about it. Actually, I started hating it because the person I have a crush on does it a lot! A lot lot !

But seriously have to let go . I read the following sentence on my best friend’s skype profile . “ If you love something , then let it go . If it comes back to you , receive it with open arms .” Pretty cool , huh ?

But the thing is ,if I let go , she may never come back to me . What can I do?

Another thing I have realized is that I have turned this blog into my personal love dilemma diary. But that is all I think about nowadays.

I hope everything works out okay.

To be continued tomorrow!